“It’s better to keep grief inside.
Grief inside works like bees or ants, building curious and perfect structures, complicating you.
Grief outside means you want something from someone, and chances are good you won’t get it.” -Hamann
Well, I am not trying to get anything here, so I do this ‘grief outside’.
These mumble jumble craps need to go somewhere, and writing it down is still a very best way to do it.